This is my desire: To be used by You;

Happy Thursday! What an amazing week this has been. I feel so good. About everything.
Yesterday was mine & Jared's one year anniversary. It's weird saying anniversary because it sounds like a word that belongs to a marraige. Ha. But, no, we've been dating for year now. Well, a year & a day if you want to be specific. We have grown a huge amount. & we've learned so much. I'm really excited about the year ahead. We'll have a lot more chances to grow. & we're both wanting to really make this work. So we'll see how it goes. I know one thing: I am definitely in love with him. & I am going to be wearing my knees out praying for our relationship. Because it would be amazing to be able to spend the rest of my life with him.
I'm also reallyyyy excited for Sunday. I can't wait to be back at church. & Zack better be there. He was there last night but I was at Carowinds with Jared so I didn't get to see him. He promised he would be there so if he's not I will be quite upset.
Mom's birthday is Saturday. I'm not sure what we're doing exactly but I do know that whatever it is, it will be fun. I'm excited. I like hanging out with my parents. I'm glad I'm growing up.
On a sadder note, I just got word that Nelson & Shellie were in an accident earlier. I don't know too many details. I'm sure they're alright. But I can't help but have this pit in my stomach. I'm just glad the kids weren't with them. I couldn't imagine losing any of them. It was a scare. I hope they're alright. I'll be praying. You should too. If anyone reads this besides Chantal. Ha.
I'm going to trivia tonight with Jared & his friends. So I should probably go make sure I look decent. I was going to practice tonight. Maybe I'll pull out my clarinet for the next twenty minutes. Lord knows I need to.