I don't think I'll ever get the hang of updating this thing frequently. But, hey, at least I'm still trying. :) Life right now is pretty good. I admit I'm a little uneasy about a couple of things but I'm trusting God with the outcome. We had an amazing Spirit-filled service on Sunday night. It changed me. Nelson said something that made me decide to really take a leap of faith & live for God instead of flirting with Sin. You see what I was doing was this: I was going as far as I could go without actually crossing the line. & I would tell myself that my relationship was alive & well because I wasn't technically doing anything sinful. But that was a lie. My heart wasn't in the right place. I was staying away from sin purely because I knew I had to. That's not the way God called me to live my life. He wants me to live a life that glorifies Him. What are people gonna see in me if I live almost exactly the way they do. They only difference between me and them is that I'm a virgin. So what. Plenty of people who aren't Christians are virgins. That doesn't mean crap. I'm ready to step out & live my life in a way that God is glorified in everything I do. I want people to actually see Him in me. Not just because I talk about Him but because they can feel Him when they're around me. Like Nelson said, I'm on this earth for a very short amount of time. Compared to eternity my life is but a blip on the radar. Why waste what little time I have trying to get everything the world offers whenever it doesn't last any longer than I myself do? Point is, I feel refreshed. I'm ready to walk in the Spirit daily. I'm ready to feel constant hope, joy & peace. I've been there before & I miss it. I'm sick of worrying about stupid crap all the time. So, like I said, I've changed.
Anyway, Jared just called & he & Robby want me to meet them at Sonic, I hope every one has had a good Tuesday.
Love!
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