so i have no idea what just happened. and i may never know. but then again, thats life. full of surprises whether you like them or not. and as for this one, im not sure how i feel about it. you have your reasons. and i cant help but think they arent what they should be.
its the new year. finally 2008. im turning 18 this year. thats got to count for something. nah, im very excited. i love new years. because i love new chances. and this year is going to be completely different. i can feel it. not to mention the huge change that we're all involved in with pace gone. a lot of things arent the way i expected them to be for 2008. but that makes me all the more excited. because God has surprises. and these im not scared of.
i think im going to bed. i stayed up this late for a reason i shouldnt have. and now i want to go to sleep even more. ha. that makes no sense, i know. but im tired. and tomorrow i have homework to do. we go back thursday. i seriously need to find something to get me excited about school. its not healthy to dread it so much. it doesnt help my "turning the bad into good" effort of the new year. prayer works. i should definitely try it.
goodnight.
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