i'm getting no reception on my heart radio

Remember i told you "in life and death"
Don't bury our secrets
They will not tear us apart
Because love means going this far
Even when the ending is only the start

If you dive into the ocean then i
Will be the wave around you tonight
And if you're sinking, then oh, it's alright
Because i will be the ghost who is at your side

Remember, you're demons will surface and fight
But i will be a good phantom
And keep on romancing this cold little devils tribe
And hold them away while you are escaping into the light

So tell me where you've gone by now
I'm getting no reception on my heart radio
Now meet me where the angels collide
And i will be the ghost who is at your side

Yeah
Now i'm changing, i'm changing, i'm changing
Oh i'm changing for you now

When you dive into the ocean alive
Oh i will be the ghost at your side
If you fall into the devils tribe
Oh i will be the ghost at your side
And when anywhere the angels collide
Oh i will be the ghost at your side

Now dive into the blinding light

i like music. especially music with meaning. and this... like a lot of the other songs i listen to... has meaning. because i like deep thinking. and im in love with emotions.

tomorrow is the last day of school before winter break. absolutely nothing is going on except for winter days. and if it werent for the fact that ive most likely missed too many days already, i would just not go. well, thats not true. because i have this chemistry project that i have to over break and its only on my g drive. so i need to remember to bring my usb tomorrow so i can get that. that sucks. because i stink at remembering things.

christmas is a week from today. and i am so glad. christmas is one of those times where you cant help but feel warm and fuzzy despite what kind of crap is going on in your life. it also helps you realize whats really important. and that the crap youre going through is almost meaningless. and believe it or not, that helps me feel better about myself. ha.

and i think i will leave on that subject. in fact, i think im gonna go in the living room with a blanket and some hot chocolate and put on a christmas movie. because its way too cold out for this to be south carolina. and because ive been too busy lately to watch christmas movies. its possible im still too busy to watch one, but i honestly do not care.