Thursday, April 23, 2009

carry all your thoughts across an open field;

well, hey there!
its been a week or so since ive updated so i figured now would be a good time. i was in the living room watching the little mermaid but lee came & him & my dad decided to watch the mummy. in other words, i got kicked out. so my plan was to come in here & just watch it on the laptop. then i got online to check my facebook & whatnot & decided i would get on here & chat a bit. just because i can. :)

these nails are getting quite annoying. i hate typing with them. i hate texting with them. i cant even open a can with them. well, i can. it just takes like 10x longer than normal. im planning on taking them off saturday.

we're supposed to dress kinda nice for the trip to atlanta tomorrow. i dont really know im gonna wear yet. im sure i have something. just flip flops & a t shirt are out of the question. which sucks because thats pretty much what i wear every single day. ha. i guess mr turner just wants us to look a little less ghetto than we really are. im sure he has a reputation he needs to keep up.

i finished that nicholas sparks book today. The Choice was the name of it. it was really good. & im glad it had a happy ending. for the last fourth of the book i was scared it would not end happy. i was surprised. :)
i think now im gonna finish the harry potter series. i was on book four when i started twilight so i guess ill start there. i wasnt too far into it so ill probably just start at the beginning. its a big book. the only thing is im dreading taking it to school everyday. its huge. ha.

i need a job. im almost desperate. i say almost because if i was desperate i would be marching my tail back up to wendys. im trying really hard to get a retail job. or just anything besides something that deals with food. if anyone knows of anywhere thats hiring that would be great. until i hear back from someone about a job, im gonna start looking for babysitting opportunities. after all, i like kids. :)
& ive made a mess with my bank account. my parents have been extremely compassionate & they fixed it for me since my source of income doesnt exist. so the sooner i can pay them back the better. but like i said, im not ready to come crawling back to wendys. i really despise working there.

23 days of school. how awesome is that? ive realized lately that theres really no way i can predict the way my college career will play out. i dont know how ill feel about any of it, honestly. im excited about moving on. but for the first time since the whole excitement started, im started to get nervous. kind of scared. i think its just cuz im unsure. i dont know whats gonna come next. i dont know if anything i see in my future will actually be there. and even though i know that it will be totally okay if thats the case, its all i know right now. & thats always scary to think about losing.

its nearly seven, which is when i said i was gonna be going to bed tonight. i do want to finish the little mermaid before i call it a day, though. i know im a nerd. you dont have to tell me. ;)

im a little nervous tomorrow. but im actually more prepared than i was for concert festival so it should be perfectly fine. after all, its my last band trip ever. i should really try to enjoy this one.

wow, life flies by doesnt it?
crazy.

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