run away & give me your sneakers;

i'm in love.
i didnt know if you guys knew that or not, but there it is.

i need chapstick. so maybe i should get off my lazy butt and go and get some... sounds like a plan...

so im sitting here on my bed. doing pretty much nothing. its nearly midnight & i have no clue what im doing tomorrow morning. i dont know what service im going to. i dont even know what church im going to. heck, i dont even know if im going to church at all! i guess i could make that decision on my own, but for some reason i dont really want to. i just kind of want to sleep and wait until my mom wakes me up and gives me choices. is that so wrong?? ha.

my dad was in the hospital last night. he has a history of heart problems in his family. they ran some tests and stuff. they said he was fine. im extremely relieved. i dont know if i can deal with all of that. and one day i probably will have to deal with stuff like that. but now wouldnt be a good time. at this point in my life my parents, besides God, are my only true security. my world really would fall apart.

i think the school year is gonna go by really fast from here on out. which makes me happyyyyy. i dont know how much more i can take. i think im more excited about summer than college to be honest. though, i am excited about college dont get me wrong! im just looking forward to the freedom that summer brings. the freedom that i can experience with my best friend and my boyfriend. whom i love. dearly. i hope i have those two in my life for a really long time. :)

i have iss on monday. how crazy is that?? i got caught for skipping band last week. the ironic thing is that i was actually skipping for a good reason for once. usually we just skip to go out to lunch or just cuz we feel like it. i had to get my graduation money from the house. and i got caught. sucks a little. but at least it gives me time to do some make up work. and i dont really have to do my homework tomorrow because i wont be in class monday. see, theres always a positive. ha.

we only have two weeks until spring break. yay. :)
my plans for spring break are pretty simple so far. i know me and jess want to go to the beach for a day or two. we probably wont stay overnight or anything since we aren't exactly rich at this point in our lives. and we also are gonna go find a new job. wendys hasnt scheduled me for like a month. but im actually okay with that because i absolutely hate working there. i havent decided, though, if they do put me on the schedule for this up coming week if im gonna go ahead and work or just quit. i guess it all depends on how i feel. i may be in an "i need money" mood. or i may just be in a "ugh, i dont feel like going into work" mood. chances are it will be the second one. especially since im expected to get my tax money back any day now!

i also ordered my phone today. which is amazing. i cant wait to have a phone that works. i really am getting tired of this one cutting off all the time.

i think im tanner now than ive ever been. which is really weird. kind of scary, actually. since ive only been tanning for a week. but ya know, im gonna die eventually, right? ha. kidding... maybe.

i feel kind of tired. but i dont feel like going to sleep at all. hence the writing of the blog. but maybe i should go to bed... blah. i dont know. i dont really have anything else to do except for watch a movie. and as soon as i put it in ill fall asleep. so i might as well just go on to bed now.

have a good night.
:)