all i gotta say is i mustve done something good

so week one of band camp is over. its been one heck of a ride. i can honestly say that im enjoying every minute of it. as i should be. it is my senior year after all.

we've gotten pretty far in one week. at least in relationship to whats gone on in the past. we can march and play 12 sets. and we have 19 sets on the field. we have some trouble spots... or people... but what band doesnt? its definitely a challenge. but its good for me. and the rest of the leaders. i figure ive spent so much of my high school career doing band that i should get some life skills out of it. ha.

i registered the other day. first semester im taking computer animation, english V, band, government, and physics. woohoo? whatever, im not too worried about the whole acedemic part of school this year, for some reason... it must be a senior thing...

it seems that things in my life have radically changed. our youth group has been taken over and is going really well. im really excited to see what Gods gonna do in those kids... and me, of course. we all know how much work i need. haha.

and then theres that guy. that one guy that makes me feel completely untouchable. time makes a lot of difference, trust me. he makes me smile, constantly. and it doesnt even seem like an option to not be with him. i honestly dont know what it feels like to be in love. but i love the way i feel. ha.

im growing up. way too fast. my last disney trip with my parents is this christmas. its my last year living in this house. things are gonna change, theyve already started to. and who knows how much theyll change next summer. all i know is i feel incredibly blessed to be in the position i am now. i couldnt ask God for more. and i dont deserve any of it.

goodnight, world.
sleep tight.

:)