im not ready for this.
not now.
you chose the absolute worst time.
or maybe i chose the wrong time to be this way.
im stuck.
i dont want to tell you.
i dont want to hurt you.
i dont want to make the wrong decision.
i dont want to lose it all.
i dont want to do what i always do.
i thought i was done with that.
i dont want to see you.
not now, not next weekend, not the weekend after that.
i dont want to confront this.
i want everything to be perfectly fine.
but its not.
and it wont be.
and im stuck in this place with no escape route.
and not enough sense to make one of my own.
god, i just need time.
just give me more time.
please.
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Goodness, big turn around from your June 30th entry. I hope things get better. Everytime I read your blog, it's like I'm reading a book or something. It's interesting, mind you.
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