in the arms of Your mercy i find rest.

You are incredible.
seriously, i screw up way too much. but You never give up on me. ever.
i dont think i could ever thank You enough. youd think that all Youve done for me would give me an unavoidable (is that a word?) reason to serve You with all that i have. and yet i leave each sunday and nothings different. im just the same stagnant luke warm believer. but You're always, always there to pick me up. why does it take us so long to realize that You're all we could ever need? why does it take us being broken over and over again because of the same things for us to get what You want for us? i dont know the answer to that. but i do know that i can trust You to be there waiting for me to fall on You for the rest of my life. without You i really am nothing. im a useless mess that cant do anything but dig an even bigger hole for myself. thank You for being the amazing savior that You are. and for tirelessly shoving Your love and mercy in my face. i love You for it. and i cant wait to get even closer to You. because i know that thats when i will start to truly live.

You are my everything.