thats what i keep asking myself...
so, yesterday i got back from an amazingly fun trip to orlando. kind of last minute, wasnt really expecting much. boy was i wrong. it was definitely a memorable one, probably more than it shouldve been. im not gonna lie, it scares me. because before this trip and even a couple days into i had no doubt about what i wanted. everything seems to have changed now. not completely, but enough to scare me. not knowing what you want is a scary thing. especially when people's hearts are at stake.
i hope youre having an amazing time at the beach. really, i do. you havent been talking to me too much lately. i dont know what that means. the thing is i know exactly how im gonna feel when i see you again. and i know that whatever this is, its not going to get easier.
blah, life is confusing.
maybe its not life, maybe its just me.
im gonna go get my ben and jerrys and watch the bachelorette now.
haha, that wont help one bit.
but i missed it monday so i have no choice.
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