giants do die.

the bigger they are, the harder they fall.

im happy.

nothing really amazing has happened to make me that way. but i just am. which is pretty neat, i must admit.

im excited about the band banquet tomorrow night! i love those things! seriously. i think this years banquet is going to be the most emotional banquet ever. this year has been absolutely crazy. and so many of us went through so much crap. but we're alive. and we're all about to go through major changes, whether it be the totally new band program or college or even not being in band at all. im still a little upset at those people by the way... =P

i have this bruise on my leg. and i have no idea where it came from. it looks like it hurt really bad. i dont understand why i can never remember these things? over the past year i have learned how weird of a person i am. seriously, its ridiculous. ask my friends.

speaking of friends, i love them. and im glad i have them. i would say without them i would have probably had a mental break down by now but the truth is, i dont think i really share my emotions much. at all. i dont know why that is. i wish i could. i need to find out what it is that keeps me from being so open. because, that could be dangerous.

we have 16 days left of school. its getting pretty close pretty fast. which is great. its cool that i wont have to take any exams next year. i think thats going to be my favorite part of being a senior. i cant believe im almost 18. seriously, where did my childhood go? its crazy. my childhood was practically perfect. and i should thank God for that daily. unfortunately i dont get around to it every day. sometimes i barely even say a word to Him. which is completely unfair to Him! i mean, He only gave His life for me! but im working on that. and we're getting there.

my dad, calvin, and i are going to carowinds tomorrow for a few hours. which means i dont really get to sleep in... like at all. sucks. but its ok. i mean, its carowinds. even though ive been like a million times, its still fun.

...im excited about shooting ghosts on the scooby doo ride now. hehe.

goodnight world.
you're beautiful.

=]