and i swear, we'll make it.

so i feel like writing a blog. because they're fun. and i have nothing else to do until my mother gets here. at which time we will watch american idol. then after that im going to bed. because im tiredddd.

band is going really well i think. so far i am having a blast with it! no lie. hopefully my enthusiasm will last throughout the season. i have no choice really. because if my enthusiasm doesnt last how can i expect the rest of the band's to?

ive learned a lot about myself over the past three days. one of them being that i actually can lead. i cant say that ive changed or become a better person because the truth is that im just being myself. really. i love teaching these kids. theyre incredible. and i just want to see them as in love with band as i am. because next year when i leave, theyll be in charge.

i dont want to leave. but ive got like 6 months left. im determined to help this band be ten times stronger than it was in the past. i want a state medal, im not gonna lie. but the journey to state is a whole lot more important to me than the result. i mean, its my senior year. and i dont want to miss a thing. im gonna make every single minute worth living. im serious about this.

8 and half more days of school! yay! the only class thats really annoying me is art. with 8 days left we still have like 3 projects to do. i wish she would just let us finish the project we're on now and then we'd have like a week and half for review. haha, wishful thinking.

so i love my best friend. very much. she's amazing. and i know that every day from here on out we will get closer. pretty soon we'll be sisters, inseparable. =]

all the leaders this year have been amazing so far. its so much fun working with them and i cant wait for the rest of the season! especially my life parter! =P
anddd of course, drum major number one! i cant believe this is it. its finally our year. what are we gonna do with it? we can do amazing things. i know we can.

i have a lot of excitement right now. but i dont want to lose sight of You. i really dont. because when i do, my whole world falls apart. as much as i love band, it cant hold me up like You can. i know that Youre always behind me to catch me when i fall. but i also know that i can easily forget Youre there waiting for me to fall into Your arms. i dont want that. i want to live life to the fullest and i cant do that unless im living it with You. Youre everything. and with You everything is attainable.

hey. i love band. you love band. we see each other because of band. band keeps us friends. band is awesome. you are awesome. im awesome? haha. lets keep this up. i couldnt imagine this season without you.