i drew a line, i drew a line for you

oh, what a thing to do.
and it was all yellow.


hm. im not sure i actually have something to say. but i have no one to talk to and 45 minutes until american idol starts. and sadly 45 minutes is not long enough to watch a disney movie. it is a long enough amount of time to read, however and yet im not doing it. i couldnt tell you why. because im always telling myself i want to read. and i do. so what am i doing writing a blog, i honestly have no clue.

im getting a free t shirt on sunday. isnt that exciting? i think so.

you know, theres a lot of things i could say about a few people but i really dont feel like it... at all. i mean usually i just say like everything thats on my mind but i really dont want to this time. i guess because some of it i dont want to come out too soon. neither do i want to start talking bad about someone. and there are other things i just dont want to deal with. there is this one thing, though, that im getting kind of worried about. i wish it was as easy as im making it seem. but its really not and i probably have to set things straight really soon. because i dont ever want to hurt anyone. but i dont want to lose a friend either.

a list of exciting things in 2008:

1. NEW YORK!
2. prom!
3. getting a new camera!
4. senior project being over and done with!
5. summer vacation!
6. going to universal with my bestest friend!
7. starting my senior year!
8. going to disney at christmas!

... thats all i got. haha. for now anyway.

a list of not so exciting things:

1. having to do senior project.

...i guess its a good thing that i cant think of much more.





i figure if you never get your hopes up you wont be able to be let down. so thats where im at right now. it may not be the right way to do things. in fact the right way to do things for me right now probably includes avoiding the situation completely. but... we will see. i just hope you arent confused. because i dont feel like flirting with uncertainty. yes, i do get hurt.