It's important to not forget who you are. And what you're about. It's important to remember why you're here. To not lose sight of how it felt the moment you knew you were picked for a specific purpose. The feeling of significance and the excitement that came with your future impact on the world. Once that's forgotten you become completely lost. It slips away so slowly sometimes that you don't even realize you're leaving it behind. You wonder why you suddenly can't breathe. Why it feels like you're constantly struggling to make it to the next day.
All it takes is one little crack for the lies to seep in. Just one mention of what you've been working towards falling completely apart to make you rethink you're whole idea of life. Once that takes a hold of you everything you once were is torn apart. You're values and beliefs are slowly eroded away. It takes a miracle for you to see that you're losing yourself. My God works miracles. He believes in me.
A small reminder of my purpose in this world brings my head above the water. I'm reminded of the steady process that is prayer. The power behind which is unbeatable. To so easily forget who I am is scary to say the least.
I can be who God wants me to be. And His promises are not a joke. He will do what He says. I need to believe that. & I need to live like I believe it.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
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I like this. I'm glad you are doing better.
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