I move tomorrow.
It finally hit me today.
If it's possible for a numbness to "hit" you.
I feel like I've been holding back tears all night.
But the truth is I can't squeeze any out.
It's like they're just sitting at the back of my throat.
It's only a few weeks, what's the big deal?
I'm scared, that's the big deal.
Yes, I'm scared.
This is no small change.
& I know this.
I admit that I'm scared.
God, I can't do this alone!
I'm ready to get past this being new & different.
I'm ready for it to be normal.
But until then, I am scared out of my mind.
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