here i am again. im not sure if i have a specific something to write about. but i feel like writing anyway. despite recent events, im still loving life and all it has to offer me. which is exactly how it should be. and it makes me happy that this isnt holding me down.
my family came to visit this past weekend. and that is exactly why i love thanksgiving. it was everything i had hoped it would be. my life would be so different without them. its weird how i can feel so close to them when i only see them once a year. but i get to see them at christmas this year. not just them, but the rest of the family as well. do you know how happy that makes me? being in a room with my whole family is like a joy overdose. i have so much to be thankful for. im so loved.
ah, school. the last couple of days actually havent been that bad. my grades are getting better, im sure of it. ive been doing most of my work. and ive been understanding stuff. and its reflecting on my tests. which is another reason to be thankful.
ive been thinking about falling in love lately. and how i was kinda ready for that to happen. and i was almost preparing for it, believe it or not. yea, definitely setting myself up for heartbreak. but i said preparing, i wasnt there quite yet. ha. the thing is, though, this past week ive felt so close to God. and again, ive come to the realization that being completely in love with Him is the most amazing feeling in the world. seriously, all the love, joy, peace, everything you could need, its all there. and theres so much of it. its incredible. no guy could ever make me feel that way. and no matter how hard i try to find one that will, its impossible. thats why ive devoted my life to Him. because no one else is more deserving. and i couldnt imagine living for anything else. nothing else sounds even remotely attractive. He really is everything to me.
i hope im doing things right. i hope im loving like You've called me to love. because i know how great being loved feels, and some people dont. and if im not there to love them, its possible that no one will be.
i want to get good at guitar hero. because its a fun game and i dont like being the suckiest one. haha, but i guess it happens sometimes. i also want to go back to disney. that place makes me feel so... happy. ha. but unfortunately, i dont get to go back til christmas of next year. =/
oh that reminds me, i need to talk to my mom about this governers school thing. its a thousand dollars. but i think i can get financial aid? yea right, we probably have to be bankrupt or something. it sounds really cool though. i think id really enjoy it.
ah, i think im basically done with this thing. i hope everyone is having a good... life. ha.
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