im not gonna lie, today was awful.
you are seriously getting on my nerves. im sick of you putting us down for every little mistake we make. im sick of you saying this means nothing to us when to some of us it means the world. im sick of you thinking just because you yell that we'll all get it perfect the next time. im sick of you being so bi-polar. im sick of being around you. and if you continue to do this i will be mad at you for wasting two years of my life. please, grow up. then maybe i can respect you like i did my first year.
i honestly have nothing more to say to you.
on the other hand: band, please stand up straight and march like you know how. you know how to do it. so just do it. dont make us resort to push ups and crap to get you to act right. i have no doubt that you guys can take this band all the way. what i doubt is that you guys want that. and im here to tell you there are people in this band who would give the world to be on top. if youre not gonna do it for your own pride, do it for ours. not to mention i dont want him to yell anymore.
im in a super crappy mood. i dont remember the last time i was this frustrated. i have this huge pit in the bottom of my stomach and the more i think about this the bigger it gets. its a miracle i didnt cry in front of everyone on the field today. i came so close to it.
you dont know what this does to us. youre not helping.
i just need... i dont know what i need.
im gonna go do homework and when 9 rolls around im gonna watch Heroes.
i have to think of something to get mine (and the team's) morale back up.
i cant get over your attitude. im so disgusted.
but then again, maybe its not just you.
2 comments:
hannah, i was reading this and girl, you definitely are NOT the only one who just wanted to cry. and honestly, i agree with EVERY word you said in that blog today. i don't understand why people are choosing to suck. im just afriad from a leadership stand point there is nothing i ... or any of the leaders can do about it. i think people are just choosing to be awful. and those who are like "yeah i care" but don't show it, really just goes to show they don't. im tired of the rookies from last year who think they know everything but they don't and don't correct things that their sections tell them to. i love how the section leaders are trying their hardest, yeah we could try harder, but it's the band's choice to listen. so tomorrow, well i dont know what to say, but i hope it goes better than today, and i hope that we get things done.
-courtney-
you rock hannah. its so frustrating. we'll figure out a way to get through this. i dont know how but we got this. i totally agree with you on his attitude. i agree that we might need to be yelled at but to call us failures, unmotivated, and lazy because some of us ACCIDENTALLY went an extra count is ridiculous
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