i have the weirdest feeling. i cant begin to explain it.
im so happy that i finally got my license. im gonna have so much more freedom.
im scared to talk anymore. im scared of lies that might come out of my mouth. what if everything ive ever promised has been a lie?
i want to make everything ok. and its impossible when i dont know what the heck im doing.
i think we all have this fantasy of leaving town and not having to worry about all the crap thats going on in life. but i think that no matter where you go youre gonna have problems. and if you dont fix the ones youre in right now, the guilt and regret will follow you no matter where you go. which is no fun to think about. it sucks really. but its life. and lifes hard. harder for some than others. and that makes my heart hurt.
i need God more than ever. everything seems so complicated.
im tired of hurting people. and hurting myself by being so easily disappointed.
i hope you know i really do care.
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dear best friend.
i will never stop coming over.
and singing with you. and pretending we can be famous. im so proud of you all the time. and your voice is SOOOO pretty. thanks for coming to pick me up yesterday so we could get a jones and laugh ridiculously loud in the wired shed over very silly things. you'll figure everything out. i love you. =]
love, your best friend.
hey i know exactly how you feel i've felt that way. i felt over whelmed and i know it's hard to deal with but just keep seeking god and i'll be praying for you. keep fighting we're here for you.
-Zack
Hey, girl! Sometimes all we can do is hang in there and pray and let God do the work in us that HE wants to. We are totally here for you and believing that God is going to do wonders in you and through you!!
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